Its daddy's birthday 3 hours ago. To speak the truth, i do not feel a strong sense of attachment to him as i hadn't spent enough time with him to build the bond. It used to be better when i was young. I vaguely remember the family outings we had when both me and my sister were tiny, but that was so long ago i couldn't remember much. After i reach the age where i can remember events more clearly, i stopped going out with him b/c all i wanted to do was to hang around my friends. It's only after his death that i drifted away from the bad companies and my relationship with mom and sister got closer.
Every now and then i can't help but wonder if my life would have turned out the way it did if my dad hasn't passed away and i really yearn to have a complete family just like Wilson's. I'm actually jealous of him at times but it seems that he doesn't realize how fortunate he is. To have dinner, go for movies/picnics, or travel together, to have a complete family to go home to. That, is what i want my future family to be.
Happy Birthday Daddy, wherever you are.
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